Dalam hidup ni, you cannot expect things to happen as smooth as you hope...naper aku cakap mcm tu?well...simple, kita bole merancang, yes, tapi untuk menentukan apa yg nak berlaku in future or tomorrow, well keputusan itu bukan ada dalam tangan kita...i have been thinking - these past few days - what have had happen to me and i should be thankful for what ever Allah has given to me...yup...sometimes, during the hardship - you will forget about this - keep on blaming yourself and others for the situation you are in (mostly the othersla). you dont want to take it easy...and then after the problem settled and you are calm, baru you realized that 'what the heck' . this is life dear friends...sometimes, you need someone to remind you so...huhuhu..mcm aku lani la...huhuhu...

oh ya, this is for zainab:

enab, if you love someone, love youself first...then you will know that you have much more love to share and give...i have gone through the same process as you did (bab rahsia tu) but at the end of the day, if you really love him and he love you, he will accept your wrongness and weakness....the most important thing is - you understand him and he understand you...but i will have to say this, accept yourself first then he will accept you...Orait..

okla...chow...