Wednesday, March 15, 2006

THE WHISTLE OF ME

alloss...

the whistle of me...actually aku amik pun dari poem The Whistle of Sandy Mcgraw. naper aku suka poem tu? korang cuba baca and buat analytical view sendiri kay. for me, it's the mirrow of life..

aku sebenarnya tengah mengantuk gila ni. tak tahu naper....tak larat lak nak buat kerja tapi nak buat mcm mana...aku nak kena siapkan report aku cepat2. lagipun aku ada mentoring program that so nak tak endak, kenala gagahkan diri celikkan mata and gagahkan diri gak tengok paper aku sendiri.

well...to be brief about myself....am pregnant for 3 months..YEEHAAAA....awal2 pregnant memangla penat kan...lani aku leh imagine my self in my mum place. the first three months ni, badan memang rasa penat, with all the muntah and loya thinggy...i dont know how i've survive till today. Kuasa Allah kan.....itulah....lelaki tak rasa apa yg perempuan rasa..anyway..insya Allah, moga Allah lindungi kandungi aku and family aku.

i work as a researcher for policy research institute.MOst of our study and research relates to the interest of the Government in maritime. well, to say this work is easy...i cant. because it's not. patience, analytical skill, tolerance, writing skill...you need all of this before you can claim you can be a researcher for policy research. there are lots more but i think yg ini yg crucial dulu kut. still...aku pun baru lagi kat sini. dua tahun as research assisstant, i though i know all but ghee...bila dah naik pangkat ni...ada banyak menda yg aku sendiri terkapai2. anyway....aku pun tak tahu sampai bila aku leh bertahan. prospek keja memang best. itupun kalau ko memang minat menulis, buat analisis and suka benda baru..kalau tak, baik tak yah. kalau setakat nak isi poket, aku tak tahu mcm mana nak survive. dulu pun aku pikir mcm tu gak tapi bila dah involve in the process, you will think differently then.

anyway...aku pun baru jer kawin. baru 6 bulan ...cepatnya masa berjalan kan? aku kenal my beloved hubby pun kat tempat keja aku ni hah. lepas dah puas kutuk sana sini, tak tahu lak, jodoh aku dgn dia kuat rupanya. yelah...masa mula2 punyala gaduh entah apa2..last2 Allah dah tetapkan jodoh aku dgn hubby rupanya. Alhamdulllilah...dia lelaki yg baik utk aku...insya Allah. hehehhe


nantilah aku cerita pasal tempat keja aku kay. lepas aku dah belajar mcm mana nak buat links, aku link kan korang dgn tempat keja aku....

chayosss

Thursday, March 09, 2006

my FIRST

a'kum.....

per...first time create my own blog and i dont know what to say and write. anyway...ini semua sebab abg ipa aku punya suggestion supaya ada blog sendiri. it's kindda interesting but i really wish i can keep my self update with own blog. insya Allah..

anyway, sesaper yg baru jer menjengah ke blog ni.....hope that you guys find this interesting though...