permata hati ibu and ayah

amani - sama tak dgn kakak dia?

cold

nak tido tapi takleh tido

mata dah ngantuk ni tapi rasa mcm berat sangat nak bum bum

badan memang rasa penat sbb otak rasa penat sangat

nape ek?

sbb anak2 bertuah aku demam...dua2 lak tu...

demam selsema lak tu

penat.... aku pun rasa mcm nak demam ni

tulunnn

double joy

hepi sesangat ari ni sbb jeng jeng

first time ever i heard amani called me eebu..hahaha. yelah, selama ni duk panggil aku yah yah.. amani's first word was ayah. amazing kan? walaupun dalam nada yg mcm marah sbb nak lepaskan yah tu..unlike fifi, her first word was bubu.. sejuk tul badan ibu yg mengandung. actually tak kisahla mana2 pun, kan?

second, today she took 3 steps forward (yes! she's finally start to walk) toward me without holding my hand. walla. only when she realized that she was not holding my hand or kerusi then she panic and fall down. and yes, she was smiling. :)

teringat time fifi mula2 berjalan. fifi ni lain skit. agak malu nak tunjuk yg dia bole jalan depan aku or her ayah. selalunya nak kena pegang tangan baru nak jalan. istimewanya fifi ni, dia hanya akan jalan sorang2 without holding anything when the light was off. adala one night hubby pura2 tido (memang huby yg tidokan anak sulung) and fifi lak merangkak ke bilik. tiba2 jer huby tengok fifi berjalan ke arah huby perlahan2. tup2 jer dah ada depan mata. punyala terkejut huby time tu. sejak ari tu fifi jalan sendiri. sweet kan?

incidents

1st incident:

i gave amani serai to play with when i want to cook lunch last week. it give me some time or else i have to play with her. lagipun dia duk tarik baju aku...so kena bagi something yg boleh ralitkan dia. selalunya amani main drum dgn serai tu. tapi that day special skit. without me noticing it she went to the living room where her sister was. they end up with a lot of screaming as fifi tried to grab 'serai' from amani. i noticed two things since that day. amani is a lot stronger and fast. u can never imagine how fast she run with her walker towards the kichen and her face was full of determination to get to me as fast as she can. walla...when she reached me, she have this cicky smiles that i dont know how to response. her sis? menangis ler sbb tak dapat tarik serai dari tangan amani. aku? haih...

2nd incident:

i was washing our aquarium with makcik sanniah help. sementara nak nunggu air penuh dalam tangki, makcik sanniah went out to help me jemurkan baju. nak dijadikan cerita pintu cermin tak ditutup rapat. risaukan anak2 kucing masuk aku sruh ler fifi tutupkan pintu. selalunya dia tutup tak kunci tapi hari tu fifi pi kuncikan pintu lak. imagine betapa paniknya makcik sanniah kat luar pintu bila aku panggil dia. rupanya fifi lock terus. aku time tu tengah duk pegang paip air and for sureler air dah melimpah mcm sungai. alahai..bila aku surh fifi bukak pintu, fifi lak lari menceceh ke kerusi sbb panik tengok air, siap menjerit takut lagi. respon aku? emmm tak reti dah nak cakap per.

3rd incident:

aku marahkan fifi yg pukul amani tapi sudahnya amani marah aku balik dgn hentak2 tangan atas walker dia. siap jeling lagi bila aku duk diam. respon aku? mmmmm


4th incident:

huby tolong urutkan belakang aku (sejak last week asyik berangin jer badan gara2 makan laksa tak ingat dunia and tak ingat nak pantang kan). ada ler aku menjerit skit sbb sakit. yg si kakak fifi lak duk jerit2 kat aku. ingatkan aku gaduh dgn ayah dia. without me knowing it, fifi pi gigit lengan aku...respon aku? sakit giler, huhuhu.

haih...poning poning...nak gelak pun ada.

wedding

to zai and sid

happy wedding day

may Allah bless your newfound hapiness

may your wedding last forever

may you found the hapiness that you're looking for

sid - am sorry for not be able to be there on your special day. i pray for you and your new family. glad that you two married!!!

rompin

last friday huby bawak pi holiday ke kuala rompin. dah lama tak amek cuti and amek kesempatan cuti ahad (for zai's wedding) to rest instead.



original plan nak ke Summerset tapi sbb tak nak terlebih budgt we choose Rompin Beach Resort.



it took us about 2 hours and after dah pening2 pusing kami pun sampaila kat tempat yg last minute dituju. the rate was just nice and we just focus on one thing - to let fifi plays with water as long as she wants.



after check in, terus ayah depa bwk pi swimming. fifi? tak yah cakap ler...excited sesangat sampai telan ayaq banyak. tak amek gambar pun sbb ibu depa pun duk excited mandi sama.huhuhu.



dah penat mandi, pi pantai lak kat belakang chalet..not bad tapi mcm sunyi sesangat. bagi budak2 ni main pasir jap terus balik bilik- penat.



petang tu pi pantai hiburan - dekat jer dari resort (2km) and pekena rojak ayam, laksa and abc- kalu bole memang nak pekena rojak depa lagi. org pun lebih ramai kat sini- memang jadi tumpuan. so jalan2 and rest...si ibu hapy ler sbb dah lama tak cuti ngan huby kan...



mlm tu fifi demam..maybe sbb terminum air kolam..sepanjang malam berkepit dgn ayah dia. tak mau aku peluk pun..sudahnya aku tido jerla ngan amani.



after breakfast and rest, kami berangkat pulang. nak kena cari hadiah kat pengantin..



penat - sampai ari ni terasa penat. sib baik fifi demam sehari jer. naik risau kami.

gambar pun takleh upload lagi - connection gilong skit

bila dah biasa

makcik sanniah (yg tolong kemaskan umah ak ni) menegur bila aku duk asyik korek telinga budak2 ni..."senangnya ... korek telinga budak2 ni ya. kalu budak lain dah meronta dah"

aku punya respon?

"dah biasa kut"

tapi bagi akula, sure budak2 lain yg sebaya depa ni senang jugak kut...kan?

i'm lucky coz i'm at home. 24 hours per day i'm stick to them like glue. so everything that i do i always get them involved (of coursela not everything right). maybe sbb bila aku nak korek telinga, i make sure amani and fifi were there with me. i always make sure they watched and make funny faces or voices while doing it. itupun sbb pernah terbaca dalam magazine
(time tunggu check up fifi dulu) that u need to get the kids involved with basic things.

so, everytime fifi and amani mandi, i make sure i brushed my teeth (sbb tu ubat gigi cepat abis). mcm fifi, setiap kali dia mandi, aku akan berus gigi. bila dia nak pegang, aku bagi berus gigi (cuma make sure dia tak masukkan dalam mulut jerla). so dia akan teruja and nak buat jgk. when she have her own teeth, we bought her own toothbrush (i'm sure every parents will do so) and let her brushed her own. most of the time, fifi gosok bottom teeth. gigi atas, dia tak pandai sangat so aku kena buat. make it fun- bagi dia lak gosokkan gigi kita. baru best bagi dia la sbb dia gelak.

today, i brushed for her. if i forgot she will go to the sink and pointing her finger at her brush. she let me brushed her bottom teeth, gigi atas susah skit sbb aku Terberus kuat and dia rasa sakit. so bila nak berus gigi atas tu, kenala berlakon skit (adakala ok, adakala not ok).

skrang turn amani lak. tapi amani ni lain pesyen skit. dia lebih suka layan air..huhuhu. takper...masih jauh perjalanan memberus gigi amani.

mek pun pernah cakap yg fifi and amani senang bila aku nak potong kuku depa. ada setengah budak, nak kena tunggu depa tido baru leh potong. entahla. maybe sbb aku selalu make sure amani ada kut bila potong kuku fifi. most of the time, aku tak paksa kalu fifi tak nak..aku tunggu dia hulur tangan dia. bila dia tak nak, aku buat2 potong kuku sendiri, she will let me on her own time. memang kena banyak sabau ler. selalunya aku akan potong bila M.I.C.K.E.Y M.O.U.S.E. on air..muahahahaa...menyenang kerja oden.

overall, i dont think my kids are special for these three cases. am sure budak2 lain pun senang utk berus gigi, korek telinga and potong kuku kan?

sbb bagi aku, tak kisahla kalu si ibu keja atau duk rumah,asalkan dia tahu spent some quality time with her kids, am sure everything will be ok. yg penting pendekatan yg digunakan.

bila dah biasa, budak2 pun tak rasa janggal nak buat or let us do it for them. cuma kena biasakan shj. kan?

growing hotz

panas.....

dah berapa hari tak ujan..panasnya.

fifi and amani kena mandi at least 3x sehari. kalu panas sangat aku bagi jer anak2 ribena aku yg makin comel ni beremdam dalam kolam plastik selama yg depa nak. fifi kalu dapat air abisla, jenuh aku nak suruh kuar dari bilik air.

cuaca mcm ni, kena make sure sesangat fifi and amani minum air banyak2. lebih2 lagi fifi yg cepat berpeluh kalu berlari ke hulu hilir. kaki fifi tak pernah nak kenal penat agaknya. kalu mood dia ok, abisla satu living room dia duk lari ngan adik dia. kekadang tu bole dengar suara depa kat luar rumah. lebih2 lak bila amani lani dah pandai jerit kuat2 and gelak sakan.

amani lak dah tak nak sangat duk dalam walker dia. nak suruh dipimpin tangan...mula nak bertatih. alhamdullilah. kalu aku nak letak balik dalam walker, ada ajer helah dia tak nak duduk. jenuh nak pujuk dia masuk dalam walker, kalu tak memang tak buat kerja la aku hari tu.

sebulan lagi dah masuk ramadhan. cepat kan? sebulan lagi jgkla anak sulung oden 2 tahun, lepas tu amani lak setahun. cepat tul masa jalan. tak sedar pun yg depa dah makin besar. serasa mcm baru jer semalam aku tengok muka kemerahan and badan kecil yg monggil. lani dah besar panjang anak2 dara ayah.

bila tengok album balik, tak tau naper rasa sedih nengok gambar budak2 ni masa kecil. rasa mcm tak nak jer bagi depa besar cepat skit. biorla kecil mcm ni...alahai. tak faham betul aku ni.